Well about a week without a PC made me see somethings differently.
For one, I truly realize how little I am to the world. LOL. I remember someone saying that we mean little to the entire world with the exception of our friends and family sometimes. I mean little. I'm single pixel on a giant blob painting in comparison. Assuming the blob was everyone in the world. The world wouldn't miss 1 single pixel. I quickly realized after a few days that after my announcement very few people cared LOL. What made me angry wasn't that no one cared, but the fact that a majority has a one track mind. To quote someone's actual words.
"So when is your hiatus over?"
Hearing those words pissed me off more anything else up to this point. I thought the "Poor you, that sucks, and the like were getting to me." But really it was the thought of how I was seen by others. To many others I'm just a person that uploads videos for there sake. Which I understand perfectly, that's how the world is. But those words in that quote up there. Those very words were from someone I thought of as a friend. Not a close friend but a friend none the less. It makes me want to ask uploaders like Omegaevolution, MasterLL, Ashe10, etc. why do they even bother uploading.
Well that's my calm rant for now.