A lot of crap goin in my mind. Now I know how Phoenix feels.
I generally lost motivation to play online in virtually anything. I've scaled back talking in JTV/TTV chats a lot. The desire I have to finish any project, stream, whatever leaves me in an instant. I honestly can't watch/play a lot of games without breaking down crying for whatever reason (a lot of times I just don't know why). Needless to say it's affected virtually everything I do.
Most I can do for now is just keep myself busy till something happens. Sorry if I worried anyone not much I can do about it but find my own ways of dealing with stress. Taking a "break" won't help my situation as it makes things worse. Probably the best decision I made was to start blocking a few people I know are just part of causes for stress. If I'm not doing that I'm sleeping A LOT. I can't think of more to talk about that won't go too deep into my personal life. I can't think of a way to tend this blog so I'll end it.