I guess I'm just destined for failure. I bend over backwards to meet the needs of people that are never satisfied. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm absolutely lost as to what to do. I only hide it so that no one tries to take over and utterly control my life. All the while fighting off suicidal and violent urges.
I don't know what my viewers want, they don't talk. Outside a very select few. None of them talk. Unless I say something they don't like. What am I supposed to do?
I'm still battling with myself. Truth be told I grew to hate people. I never want to be around them. Too many things have happened to me to make this way. Constantly battling haunting memories of my past. I wish I had gone insane. At least then I could be happy. I try not to blame other people for my issues. But its not very successful.
I can't put up with this. I'm at my breaking point. Why am I still on Youtube? Why am I still here? I should just wipe the slate clean. Delete my accounts and start a new life. I'm tired. No one has faith in me. I want to die.
Well I'm done with my bitching. Here's the games.
- Skylanders: Imaginators - Probably beat it in a week or so depending on how I feel.
- Sonic Unleashed: Finished last video will probably be next week.
- Dungeon Punks: Finished last weekend.
- Ratchet: Deadlocked: Finishing up
- Ratchet & Clank Future: Tools of Destruction - Starting at some point.
- Fortune Street: Just cause.
- Wipeout HD: On hold cause of stupid copyrights.
- Misadventures of Tron Bonne: Some point in my life.
- Final Fantasy Tactics: I don't know when.
- Pokemon Leaf Green: Finishing up soon
- Pokemon Sun/Moon: Probably will not get due to finances.
- Blazblue Central Fiction: Likely not get due to finances.