Monday, June 20, 2011

Generating Interest

Well cause I don't really have any method to do a donation stream.  I figured what other way can I do to get money. Well not much around.  I already sold most of my cards Yugioh.  Trying to get in contact with my friend to see if its cool to sell the Pokemon cards since they're old and worth something.  Other stuff I got is mangas I don't read anymore. Other stuff is fan stuff and strat. guides.

But here's what I need the money for.

-Fix the Desktop
-Upgrade the laptop
-maybe get a few games
-maybe a PS3?

But focusing on the more important stuff which is my Desktop and laptop as well as a few other things. Reason I say I'm generating interest. Cause I don't wanna go on Ebay and list things losing money than what I started out with in the process.  I already tried Craigs list.  Got no results.  And at this point I'm thinking to myself.  I'll just throw it all away if it doesn't sell cause its cluttering up my room.  So it has to go one way or another.  Comment so I know how many are interested so I know where to go from here.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Reasons Why Certain games take so long to finish now

As a note I generally hate these so called Solo, Challenge, blah blah blah runs.  To each there own about doing these and your welcomed to your own opinion about these.  But to me the game isn't any harder than what it was despite writting down and telling others how hard it is.  When I see such challenges to me, it just seems like the whole game is that much easier. Heck in some cases the game is just a lot easier running this XXXX Challenge.  So I favor sticking to the games original method of play.  I could list examples proving this statement but really its all over youtube, nico, etc.  

Now with that said.  On to the topic.

Super Mario RPG (SNES):  Hopefully the note that its SNES should tip you off.  The freakin cartridge decided to crap out on me and erase all my files.  I don't normally let that bother me.  But after running through that game like 40+ times to this day.  I get sick of playing the same game over and over and over again.  Making it harder to willingly run the game.  As much as I like it when you play something to the point that you know most of the script and what's gonna happen with no changes.  Hard to keep going.  The games already easy enough to be honest if I had the willpower and the time I could finish the game in 1 sitting.  

Tales of Legendia:  To be honest I got bored of the game.  I want to finish it.  But it got boring with the release and buying of other games.  To add icing on the cake I've spoiled the bosses and now I know how to handle them.  Although I'm not going to use the same boring party as everyone else did I have  hard time getting the will to play this game.  Its not really on my favorites list of playing.

Megaman Zero 2:  This is dumb.  The cartridge is actually a piece of crap.  When I bought it the battery inside is loose.  Therefore making all my saves dissapear like an old FF4 cartridge.  While I can finish that in 1 sitting I rather not.  Especially running through the game trying to make sure I get an all A rank which isn't happening. And I'm not running that game on emulator.  That's just hell trying to run a fast paced game on a keyboard.  "But you played Battle Network on an emulator!" Battle Network is slow paced ppl.  

Nights: Journey of Dreams:  Simple I want to record in good quality.  And no PC I can't exactly record it.  Hell playing my Wii on this old TV makes things hards.  

Sonic Unleashed PS2:  The game is my sisters and she wanted it back.  Nuff Said LOL

Can't think of any other games.

Friday, June 17, 2011

I'm slightly better

Only slightly.  There's still a lot of crap I'm going through.  I just had time to talk to some ppl and try to cope with this stress.  Now I'm more scared that I might relapse and be worse than I was.

Other than that I still need to solve some issues right away.  Online wise there's ppl I either need to block or deal with somehow since they just bother me.  I pretty much blocked comments from being posted on most of my videos tired of stupidity.  I can't exactly implements LL's old policy of blocking comments from old videos cause there's just too many.  Even he isn't going with that policy. I just blocked comments from the most annoying ones.  Other things I need to do figure out some way to raise money to get back on my feet.  I don't have much left to sell and I would hate to go international shipping. (cost A LOT TO SHIP INTERNATIONAL AND SO MUCH PAPERWORK)

That's about it.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Update for May - June

Well to get some things set straight.   For one I'm not doing ok.  I'm totally at my breaking point and I personally don't see anyway out.  I'm trying to find help and so far little success. I have no choice but to endure it as right now its the only way.  With that said answer a few common questions.


When will you stream again?
Probably never.  A few ppl estimated the cost to fix my PC and its money I won't have for a long while.  I rather upgrade the laptop for cheaper and work from there for awhile.

When will you finish XXXX playthrough?
Probably never or when I feel like getting around to it.  As it stands I'm dealing with a slow laptop that isn't in the slightest meant for video editing.  So it takes at worst 8 hours to convert videos to a sharable format.  All in all a full day and a half to get it all uploaded at barely decent quality.  If you've seen some of my recent uploads the quality is pretty crappy.  So unless I get this laptop upgraded in RAM at least.  I doubt I'll get any playthrough's done at all.  It also hurts to see ppl nagging me on that question as it seems that's all ppl care about.

Did you see E3?
No.  I'm not interested in E3 as its games that won't be out for ages and I doubt I'll have the money for them.  I still have too many games in my own house I need to even open.  Not to mention I'm busy dealing with too much crap right now to care about stuff like this at the moment. Besides pretty much everything is gonna be in the magazines and posted all over youtube anyway.

What exactly is wrong with you?
I'm not gonna tell you here.  As it shouldn't really concern most of you.  If I told you then you already know.  Subjects like this tend to get blown up on the internet and I rather not be a charity case. I'm going to look for some help for this.  Cause as it stands I'm at the breaking point and I might do something truly drastic.

Why did you quit Blazblue CS?
I'm sick of the crappy fighting system that requires you to be 100% precise on button presses.  And I'm tired of learning a game that has to change everything right away the moment I just got satisfied with the system.  You can argue this all you want but my point still stands.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

....Good n Bad

Too Much to Do No Time To Do It.


  • Fix the Webpage
  • Promote this Blog
  • Gather all the unwanted crap and either sell it or trash it
  • PSP Freebies (YES)
  • Figure out some decent way to upload that won't take 3+ hours.
  • Artwork

And in Bad News.  Someone tried to hack my acct.  Or is trying.  I don't know.  Hopefully nothing bad will happen.